Lieutenant
Colonel Zach Dawson liked to think he'd learned a few lessons
after sixteen years in the Air Force, ninety-seven combat
missions, two weeks as an Iraqi POW and one very speedy divorce.
Most important, he'd learned that being him was a hell of a lot
easier than being married to him.
And today, being Zach Dawson was tougher than snow removal in
Thule, Greenland.
Zach scooped his LMR - land mobile radio - from the front seat
of his truck and loped across the steamy South Carolina hospital
parking lot at a slow jog. Nineteen minutes left until visiting
hours ended.
Nineteen more minutes, then his longest Friday on record would
be over.
Duty dictated he pay a courtesy call to new mother Julia
Sinclair, the widow of one of his pilots. Conscience insisted
her loss couldn't be repaid with any simple hospital visit. But
for today, that's all he could do, give her nineteen inadequate
minutes of his time as if it might somehow erase her past eight
months alone.
If only the radio gripped in his hand would stay silent. Zach
clutched the LMR tighter, sprinting past a decorative pond
toward the glass doors. As commander of a Charleston Air Force
Base C-17 squadron, he kept that radio plastered to his side -
his walkie-talkie "pipeline to the flight line." Since the radio
was tailor-made with frequencies acceptable even in a hospital,
Zach never slipped out of range. He even slept with the thing.
Not much of a life to offer someone else.
Nope, he didn't blame his ex in the least for walking. He did,
however, resent like hell that she'd abandoned their children
when she'd strolled off with her cooking instructor boyfriend.
Ruined Zach's lifelong penchant for brownies - and robbed his
two daughters of their mother.
He swallowed a curse as the hospital doors swooshed open to
release a blast of cool, antiseptic air. Normally, he didn't let
Pam's leaving get to him. His father had shown him well how
anger had a way of leveling everything it touched faster than a
SCUD missile. Zach had too many people counting on him to
indulge in a momentary vent that wouldn't accomplish anything
constructive.
But as he entered the hospital to visit Julia Sinclair and her
fatherless son, thoughts of children missing a parent just hit
Zach damned wrong.
He flipped his wrist to check his watch. Seventeen minutes left
and--
The radio crackled. "Wolf One, this is Command Post. Over."
Wolf One, radio code for the Squadron Commander, which meant
trouble. He'd checked in with the control tower before leaving.
While he couldn't be off-line, he'd requested non-emergency
questions be directed to Wolf Two, his second in command.
Zach shifted his focus to work-mode and answered without
breaking stride. No need to change course until he assessed the
situation. "Wolf One here, go ahead, Command Post."
"Sir, this is Lieutenant Walker. I have a phone patch from Moose
two-zero. Please initiate."
"Roger, Command Post. Break, break," he answered, chanting the
lingo to change who he was speaking to as he rounded the
reception desk. He mentally scanned the day's flight schedule.
The mission flying under the call sign Moose two-zero would be …
Captain Tanner "Bronco" Bennett's crew. A crew not scheduled to
land until 0100 hours. The early call could only mean an
in-flight problem. "Moose two-zero, this is Wolf One. Go ahead."
"Roger, Wolf One." The connection buzzed with interference from
the plane's roaring engines. "This is Bronco. Moose two-zero is
aborting the mission due to equipment malfunction. Nose gear's
stuck in the Up position. We've tried everything, sir. We're
currently holding ten miles east of the field while waiting for
word on what to do next."
Damn. The day from hell had just plunged to a level lower than
even old Dante could have penned. Zach twined around a couple
carrying flowers, past the gift shop, toward the elevators.
"Roger, Bronco. Put a call through to the aircraft's
manufacturer for further input on options."
"Yes, sir. I'd like to do just that, but Command Post refused
our request to speak with the technicians on-call at the
manufacturer."
Disbelief slowed Zach's steps. "Say again."
"Command Post refuses to place the call."
Disbelief gave way to a slow burn. Zach stopped in front of the
elevator, stabbing the Up button. "Break, break," he called to
switch speakers. "Command Post, I assume you have a good reason
for denying my man's perfectly reasonable request."
Bronco might be a new aircraft commander, but he had solid air
sense, a gifted set of flying hands and a top-notch knowledge of
the aircraft. And all that could only haul him through so far if
he didn't have the proper ground support, support Zach would
make sure became available.
No way in hell was he losing another crew on his watch. Never
again would he tell a woman her husband wasn't coming home.
Julia Sinclair's eyes full of restrained tears still haunted his
waking as well as sleeping hours. "Well, Lieutenant?"
"Sir, Training Flight is already reading through the tech
manuals to find a solution."
That burn simmered hotter, firing Zach's determination. Not that
he would let it overheat. Once the shouting started, the battle
was lost. "Let me get this straight. While my flyers are up
there tooling around the skies with busted nose gear, you're
telling them not to worry because you've got folks holding a
study session with the instruction manual? Lieutenant, if my man
Bronco says he's tried everything, then that's exactly what he's
done. Time to look for answers outside our base."
"The Wing Commander says we're over budget. No unnecessary
consultation calls. We can handle this one in-house."
Zach stepped into the elevator, ignoring the curious stares from
an elderly couple wearing "proud grandparent" pins. "Now maybe
I'm just slow on the uptake today, Lieutenant, but I have a
question," he drawled, taking his sweet Texas time to let the
quiet heat of his words steam through the radio waves. "Do you
really think the Wing Commander meant that to save five thousand
dollars on a consultation call we're gonna land a plane nose
gear up and do half a million dollars worth of damage? Do you
think that's what the Wing Commander meant about saving money?"
Silence crackled for three elevator dings. "Sir, I'm just
repeating what Wolf Two said. He gave the order."
Frustration bubbled closer to the surface. He should have known
his second in command was behind this, a narrow minded,
micromanaging ass who couldn't see the big picture if it
swallowed him whole. All the more reason Zach couldn't
relinquish control of his squadron for even a second.
"And this is Wolf One overriding that command," Zach enunciated
softly, slowly. He would take the hit from the Wing Commander
later without hesitation. "I assume full responsibility,
Lieutenant. Place the call."
"Dialing now, sir."
Zach exhaled with the swoosh of the opening elevator doors.
"Roger, Lieutenant. Expect me on the runway in…" He glanced at
his watch as he plowed into the hall. "Forty minutes."
That would give him ten minutes with Julia Sinclair and still
have him back at base well before they put that plane down. No
need to leave now. There was nothing he could do on the runway
until Bronco landed. Time management was everything in his job.
He couldn't fritter away valuable minutes waiting around,
because he would undoubtedly need them for some other emergency
in the morning.
Seeing Julia wouldn't be any easier tomorrow anyway.
He checked the arrows directing him toward her room number and
turned left. So much for finishing up early enough to enjoy a
video and popcorn with his kids.
The crisis made for a fitting end to a hell of a day. A day that
had started with a memorandum stating the Inspector General's
intent to reopen the investigation into the fatal crash of one
of Zach's crews eight months ago.
And now it was time to face Lance Sinclair's widow, a woman as
much Zach's responsibility as any of his aviators. A woman who
needed the one thing he could never give her back.
A father for her child.