Eleven years ago Mary Elise McRae had expected to fill a hope
chest for Daniel Baker. But she'd never thought she would fill
it quite so literally.
Her body currently folded inside a five-by-five foot wooden
crate, Mary Elise hugged the two small boys closer. The
rough-hewn box jostled on the back of the flatbed truck, jarring
bony little elbows and knees against her. Hard. Not that anyone
dared do more than breathe in the cedar-scented darkness.
A lone horn honked along the stretch of desert road in their
escape route from Rubistan. The truck jerked to a stop. A goat
blocking the way? Or a cow? Either animal slow when Mary Elise
needed fast. Headlights from the truck behind them shone through
the tiny slits between the boards.
A Rubistanian guard from the embassy tracking them.
She'd heard his voice during the loading onto the truck.
Procedure didn't allow him on the U.S. government's vehicle, but
those ominous beams sparked fear inside her as surely as if he'd
been sitting alongside puffing away on one of those cigars he
favored. Would he use this delay as an excuse to ambush them?
Cause an "accident"?
The diesel engine's growl increased and the truck lurched to
life. Mary Elise exhaled her relief in the stifling enclosure.
Only another half hour, max, until she delivered Trey and Austin
safely aboard a U.S. military cargo plane. Then she would say
her tearful farewells to the two children being smuggled out of
this Middle Eastern hell in the back of Captain Daniel Baker's
C-17.
Danny.
His name echoed in her mind amid the grind of changing gears.
What would Daniel say when he saw her for the first time in
eleven years? If only he had advance warning she would be with
the boys, but she'd expected to stay at the embassy, not be in
this sweltering crate.
With any luck, they'd be too rushed to talk. She would pass over
her young charges. Thank Daniel for answering the emergency SOS
she'd anonymously routed through the economic attaché. Then haul
butt off the airstrip, back to her tiny apartment in Rubistan's
capital, back to her teaching post at the American embassy
school.
Back to her solitary life.
She wouldn't let memories of Daniel make her yearn for anything
more. She'd worked damned hard for her pocket of peace away from
Savannah. Peace bought with the help of Daniel's father. Trey
and Austin's father too. And today she would repay that debt.
"Mary 'Lise?" Austin whispered from under her chin. "Wanna get
out. Gotta go."
"Shh," she urged as loudly as she dared. "Soon, sweetie. Soon."
She hoped.
Sweat trickled down her neck, caking sand to her skin as Mary
Elise willed Austin silent. A crate of computers didn't whisper
for a bathroom, after all. Sure, a diplomatic pouch was immune
from inspection - a pouch being U.S. government property of any
size from the embassy. Totally immune. Unless that "pouch"
starting talking.
Her arms locked tighter around thin, preschooler shoulders on
her left and the more substantial nine-year-old frame on her
right. At least Trey was old enough to follow instructions, his
shoulders pumping under her arm with each heavy breath. Little
Austin was a wild card.
Bracing her feet against the other side to combat jolts, she
suppressed the illogical bubble of laughter. Definitely a card.
Wild. Precious. And looked so much like his adult half brother
Daniel.
So much like the baby she and Daniel might have had if not for
the miscarriage.
Of course she hadn't been able to turn away when Austin had
pumped out tears at the sight of the crate. He'd begged for Mary
'Lise to crawl inside with him instead of his
twenty-one-year-old nanny, a pale nanny who'd seemed all too
willing to bow out.
The truck squealed to a stop. A tiny hand tucked into hers and
clutched tight with chubby stickiness. She pressed a silent kiss
to Austin's brow.
"Well, hello there, gentlemen," the masculine bass rumbled.
Danny.
Even with eleven years more testosterone infused into deepening
his voice, she would recognize that hint of a drawl anywhere. No
rushing. Even in the middle of an unstable country, on a
darkened runway where threats lurked in countless shadows… Danny
didn't hurry for anyone. Life followed him. He never followed
life.
His ambling lope thudded closer. Could they hear her heart thump
outside the box?
A second set of footsteps sounded. Faster. Cigar smoke wafted
through the thin slits between boards. The distinctive scent of
imported Cubans favored by the Rubistanian guard from the
embassy snaked around her.
The slower bootsteps, Daniel's, stopped. "How downright
neighborly of you to offer an escort, but my folks here can
handle things now."
"We have procedure to follow in my country, Cap-i-tain," the
guard clipped out in heavily accented English.
"Lighten up there, Sparky. I know all about your procedure. The
paperwork's pristine … well, except for some ketchup on the edge
there from my fries. Now back on up so my loadmaster can finish
the transfer."
Daniel's affected flippancy reached into the box with calming
comfort. And unwelcome arousal. His voice shouldn't still have
the power to strum her numbed senses to life, especially not
now. She wasn't a teenager anymore. She was a mature woman with
control over her life. She'd moved on after the debacle with
Danny. Married someone else.
Bad example.
Lighten up, 'Lise. Danny's mantra echoed in her head through the
years. Life's just not that complicated.
She wished.
"Time to head on out, Sparky," Daniel called, casual and
irreverent as ever. "The sooner Tag over there can load up and
lock down, the sooner we'll get off your runway and out of this
… garden spot."
A trail of tangy smoke slithered into the box. "What is your
hurry, Cap-i-tain?"
"Hurry?" Daniel's bass rumbled closer, louder. The truck shifted
with the weight of another body. "I need to head home for my
annual pilgrimage to the Frit-o-Lay factory. Besides, my
copilot's just a kid and it's past her bedtime."
"Hey, now," a female voice called from below. "Frit-o-Lay? I
thought you were going to Hershey, Pennsylvania."
"That was last month, Wren."
"And you didn't bring me any chocolate? I'm crushed."
"I thought about you. But what can I say? I got hungry on the
way home."
Their lighthearted voices filled the box, and Mary Elise
resented the twinge of envy over his easy rapport with the
copilot. She'd once shared that same relationship with Daniel
until the summer their friendship had spiraled into something
more. So much more.
Memories swirled in the murky box with oppressive weight. So
Daniel still loved his junk food. They'd met twenty-two years
ago over a chocolate Ho-Ho. She'd pulled the treat from her
Holly Hobby lunch box to thank him for bloodying Buddy Davis's
nose after the bully made fun of her Yankee accent.
Did Daniel still like video games too? Hide his genius brain
behind jokes?
Kiss with an intense thoroughness that turned a woman's insides
to warmed syrup?
A hand patted the box once, again, and again, with slow
reassurance. Daniel. "And speaking of hungry," he said, his hand
thumping a lulling lazy beat. "There's a flight lunch and a bag
of licorice with my name written all over it waiting in the
cockpit. Let's step this up."
Smoke spiraled inside, mingling with the ripe scent of fresh-cut
boards. A low wheeze hissed from Trey. His head fell back
against her arm as he sucked in air.
Tension stretched inside her. Mary Elise rubbed a soothing hand
along his back, a poor substitute for his inhaler, but all she
could risk. The smoke, cedar and fear were too much for anyone,
much less a child with asthma. As if these kids hadn't already
been through enough with their parents' "accidental" deaths and
a Rubistanian uncle trying to claim them - and their
inheritance.
All the more reason to get the children to their half-brother on
American soil. Screw official diplomatic channels where the boys
could be in college before Rubistan coughed them up.
Mary Elise hugged the boys closer, her hair snagging along the
wood. Pulling. Stinging her scalp. Hard. Her eyes watered.
Oh, God. Come on, Daniel. They needed to get rid of that guard
so someone could crack open the box, let Trey breathe.
And let her out.
Another puff of cigar smoke tendriled inside. "How interesting
that your name tag reads Baker, Cap-i-tain. That is the last
name of your ambassador who so recently died."
The thudding stopped. Silence echoed for three wheezing breaths
from Trey before the rhythmic tap resumed. "Baker's a common
last name over in America, Sparky."
"Of course. If you were related you would be in mourning, not
working."
The vehicle dipped with added weight, then footsteps shuddered
the truck bed. Not Daniel's lope. The clipped pace of the guard.
"Is that a loose board I see right--"
"Don't even think about it." Daniel's steely voice iced the
humid air. The click of a cocked gun echoed. "If you lay so much
as one finger on that box, I'll blow your damned hand off. A
diplomatic pouch is sovereign United States government
territory. Move back and get off this truck. Now."
Bugs droned in response along with the low hum of the idling
plane engines. Please, please, please, be careful, Danny. She
hadn't wanted to see him and now she couldn't bear the thought
of never laying eyes on him again. She'd brought him here,
hadn't had a choice for the boys. But if things went to hell,
she would never forgive herself.
An exhale sounded along with the retreat of boots and smoke. The
gun snicked as it was uncocked.
The crate rolled forward.
Air rushed from her lungs. Not that she should be surprised at
Daniel's victory. The teenager she'd known carried an untamed
look in his eyes, the veneer of ten generations of Savannah
wealth having worn thin for him. So often he'd flung himself
into brawls like a scrappy street fighter in defiance of his
pedigree. In defense of her. He'd always won, too. Except once.
I'm sorry. She winged her apology for then as well as now.
He'd taken a punch from his father when she'd been as much at
fault for the unplanned pregnancy. Of course Daniel had never
raised a hand to defend himself.
God, she wished she had the option of fighting back against her
ex-husband, fists and brawn and bluster, instead of shadow
dancing with insidious threats. He'd never actually struck her,
just controlled her, betrayed her body in a way so soul rending
she wondered if she could ever recover. And then when she'd
dared leave him, he'd hired a hit man to take her out.
Not that the police would help her, thanks to her ex's far
reaching influence.
She wasn't a wilting flower, but she also wasn't stupid. So
she'd run. She'd even been willing to move to a hotbed of
political unrest in the Middle Eastern country of Rubistan to
stay alive. At least in Rubistan no one thought it might be a
nifty idea to kill her simply because she couldn't bear him
children.
Visions of her Georgia home chilled the sweat sealing her silk
shirt to her skin. Come on, come on, come on. Open the damned
box.
The sides closed in with claustrophobic pressure. She shoved
away the need to run. For the boys. The precious warm weights
beside her who smelled of chocolate and sunshine and dreams she
would never have.
The crate tipped. Mary Elise and the children slid, wedging into
the corner with the minimal padding of a couple of blankets.
"Tag, go easy there," Daniel called. "Wouldn't want to crack a
keyboard now, would we?"
"No worries, sir." A voice sounded beside them as the box jerked
to a stop. "I'll treat it like one of my own."
A mechanical drone built. The dim streaks of light faded. The
load ramp shutting? The world faded around her to near black
until the ramp clanked closed.
She forced her breathing to regulate. Maybe they needed privacy
to open the crate. That made sense. Then they could slip her
back off the plane under the cover of darkness. Not ideal. But
doable.
Lazy footsteps picked up speed along the metal floor. A final
thump sounded on the planked top. "Lock it down tight, Tag."
"Roger that, Captain."
The thud of boots faded. Chains jangled in the time fugue of
waiting. Was it safe to talk? Engines roared, growing louder.
Forget waiting.
Mary Elise opened her mouth and shouted. And couldn't hear
herself over the engines.
Her heart hammered her chest. The boys wriggled closer. She
screamed. A soundless shriek swallowed by the din.
The crate vibrated, joggled as the plane moved. Faster. Forward.
Picking up speed. The roar built, swelled. Tension clenched her
chest until each breath became a struggle like Trey with his
asthma.
The box tilted back. Gravity slid her with the boys until she
landed against the wooden wall as the plane…
Went…
Up.
Oh, God. They were airborne.